Life Doesn't Go Your Way

I wanna go back to my old life in NE but i can't.... I am too afraid to tell my parents that i wanna go back. I can't keep this secret for the rest of my life but i just can't the words to come out.
Like We are Broken by Paramore
"My mouth is dry with words i can't verbalize."
I can't say anything, i am broken. I want my life back, it isn't over here it was in NE. Where anybody is just anybody. Over here, in PA you are constantly labeled as a prep, emo, nerd, or loneler. I hate it! In NE, it didn't matter what you were, you can meet just anybody and become friends. The world today sucks so much. I cry every night because i am sick of being left out, never understood, called stuff, and most of all harrassed by people. This conspiracy is stupid. I am so sad that teachers get concerned, guidance teachers call me down, my friends check on me everyday, and random people would ask what is up with me even though i barely knew them. Some of my friends hate me for apparent reason and they shouldn't because i am dealing with alot worst stuff than they are.

To Write Love on Her Arms

There is this non-profit movement called "To Write Love on Her Arms" It is dedicated to people who struggle with depression, addiction, self-jury, and suicide. Millions of teenagers suffer and this movement helps them. TWLOHA brings back their hope and recover them. Help stop the bleeding. Rescue is possible....

If you wanna find out more about this movement go to:
twloha.com

Love Dies...

Have you heard Paramore's song Emergency? Well if you have, you will hear the words: I've seen love die.

These lyrics are pretty true. Love does die sometimes. Love can't last forever. Emergency talks about how people treat love today. "It's not how is use to be."quote from Hayley Williams. Like the fact that people end up cheating sometimes. It's like the cheater takes advantage of the victim(which is the person who got cheated on.) Many people may not have seen this but if you really think love at first sight is true... Most of the time it isn't. Sometimes girls date someone they just notice at a party then the next day: Break up and find a new man. Love used to be really caring about someone and that someone having faith and trust in you.

Now it is just about: dating someone new, next day:date someone new, the next day: date someone new. That is not how love should be. You need to have someone who you really want to be with and want to spend the rest of your life with.

Life isn't perfect.

Everyone knows life isn't perfect. We have break ups, fail on tests, lose jobs, and lose best friends. We know most celebs have it better than us but sometimes they work 100% hard as us. They have to get up early for whatever and work their butt off. Most of the time i bet they do have it good like Paris Hilton pur say. Even some actors or singers still have school and sometimes they have to think about school while they're doing their job. We just go to school. So everyone has the same unperfect life. Don't take my word for it, look around for yourself. Sometimes you will see homeless people sometimes you'll see people walking home from work.