I wanna go back to my old life in NE but i can't.... I am too afraid to tell my parents that i wanna go back. I can't keep this secret for the rest of my life but i just can't the words to come out.
Like We are Broken by Paramore
"My mouth is dry with words i can't verbalize."
I can't say anything, i am broken. I want my life back, it isn't over here it was in NE. Where anybody is just anybody. Over here, in PA you are constantly labeled as a prep, emo, nerd, or loneler. I hate it! In NE, it didn't matter what you were, you can meet just anybody and become friends. The world today sucks so much. I cry every night because i am sick of being left out, never understood, called stuff, and most of all harrassed by people. This conspiracy is stupid. I am so sad that teachers get concerned, guidance teachers call me down, my friends check on me everyday, and random people would ask what is up with me even though i barely knew them. Some of my friends hate me for apparent reason and they shouldn't because i am dealing with alot worst stuff than they are.
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